'See ya later Kim!'

Well today was a crappy day to end a crappy week!
It was a crazy week this week, I had a major essay due wednesday, a 2 hour lesson on snow on thursday and my Department of Education Training interview on friday. To top all of that off Kim left today....so last night i went over to her place and we just chilled and had dinner. It was about 130 when i finally headed home. Of course i couldn't get to sleep right away, so it was about 230 by the time i feel asleep. 445 the alarm goes off....Erin and i headed back to Kim's for 5am to say our final 'see ya later's ' We had coffee (or tea) and watched the Sunrise! It was nice, but in the back of my head all i could think about was how much it sucks that she had to leave early. So we all cried and said our bye bye for now's. Then it hit me, i have been thinking all this time how much it sucks for me that she is leave.....But what really sucked (and i knew this the whole time, i was just concentrating on how much it sucked for me) is what she is going to have to deal with when she gets home. Her dad is ill.....and she had to leave early to go home....i think it just brought up all my issues, and knowing what she is going home to is horrible, and i can't be there for her like i want to be!! I pretty much spent the day with Shanna today (Kim's roomie) we just sat on the couch and watched movies and did homework!
Well i should go to bed seeing as i am still running on the 2.5 hours i had last night!!!